| well once again something wrong has happened one of my nicest closest friend on myspace just died...........his name was manaji......14 years old......I talk to him the day he died he told me his was busy with school but i think he wasn't.........picture of him
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| this is how i feel about someone but i can't say because they have a xanga too......
Room of Angels Lyrics
You lie silent there before me Your tears - they mean nothing to me The wind howling at the window The love you never gave I give to you
Really don't deserve it But now there's nothing you can do So sleep in your only memory of me My dearest mother
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye It was always you that I despised I don't feel enough for you to cry...oh well Here's a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye Goodbye... Goodbye...
So insignificant Sleeping dormant deep inside of me Are you hiding away lost Under the sewers, maybe flying high in the clouds Perhaps you're happy without me So many seeds have been sown in the field And who could sprout up so blessedly. If I had died I would have never felt sad at all You will not hear me say I'm sorry Where is the light I wonder if it's weeping somewhere?
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye It was always you that I despised I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well Here's a lullaby to close your eyes goodbye Goodbye... Goodbye...
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| today is not a very good day for me I am somewhat depressed.......when am i not.So this happened one night when i was talking to this person. we've been very good friends for along time now.we are very close to each other so i thought i should tell him my feelings for him and maybe be more then best friends.But im scared to because he might reject me.it seem like he dont want to go with me but i dont understand why not. I feel like he is the only thing in my life that really matters and he is the only thing that makes me really happy and he helps me forget about all bad things in my life and right now everything is bad people dont know because i dont show it or tell anyone about it.So if he put me down there wont be a meaning in life for me.when he finds out i hope he understands.after putting this he probley wont even talk to me anymore. |
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